Bittersweet


It's been over a month since I last posted and it feels rather weird now, coming back here after so long. To explain my absence this time, the story began in October when husband and I were pleasantly surprised with the news that we were expecting our first baby. This led to us dreaming up and reading up all kinds of baby related stuff, to only be reduced to having anxiety and worries over the pregnancy in the last couple of weeks. It all ended with a very disappointing and painful miscarriage in early November. Which explains why I've taken all this time to basically heal from this experience and to recover from it all. 

As it has only recently felt all right to start caring about frivolous stuff again, I find myself really missing the blog. And I think it misses me too. With Christmas just around the corner, it's hard to feel sad or depressed really. Even though this had to happen, I know that I'm already blessed far beyond what I could ever wish or hope for. Hope you're all doing well and spending time with your loved ones 

13 comments:

Nat said...

Back finally! I miss your blog popping up in my reader! :)

Love you!

Indy said...

Oh, Sher, I'm so sorry to hear about your sad experience. Please feel my loving thoughts and positive energy coming at you through the interwebs.

I'm glad to see you back!

Jennifer said...

I am so sorry that happened to you, but I'm happy to see you're truly seeing how blessed your life is. It can be difficult to see that positivity despite the pain, but this Christmas, you have each other and that's a blessing from God you can't top. :) <3 I hope you have an amazing Christmas this year.

Sarah said...

hello sher!

can't believe it's been ages since i last dropped by your little blog, and i must say that it has changed quite a bit since then! in a good way, of course. :) and i can't believe that i missed your proposal and your wedding! time really does fly.

i'm so sorry to hear about what had happened to you, but i'm really happy that you're already recovering from it, and that you are able to see how blessed you are despite what you've gone through. and i'm sure that you'll come out even more stronger than you were before! :)

hope you had a lovely christmas with your family and loved ones, surrounded by much love and warmth.

sending you only the best wishes this festive season, lovely. xx

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Estefanía Ainoza said...

Really nice!! I love it!!!!

Natalie said...

Your sweater looks so comfortable. I love the color too, so cute!

Stop by sometime, xo Natalie
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Tanvi said...

I am sorry but glad that you are feeling yourself again. I pray the future holds better and exciting things for you.

You were missed!

Helen said...

So sorry to hear about your sad news :( I hope 2013 is better for you

Panty Buns said...

The title of your blog post, "Bittersweet" is so apropos. It's wonderful to see and read your lovely blog posts again but I feel sad for you that you suffered the pain and emotion of a miscarriage. Your traveling and marriage and all your photos are always uplifting and interesting.
It's warming though to see the photos of you with your Peter Pan collar and lovely sweater in that setting with the fascinating old growth trees and pretty foliage in the background.
Best wishes for a very healthy and Happy New Year!

wulanasihsetyarini said...

aaahhh i love the photograph's tone and the place. your look fab with that sweater. happy new year :)

Smriti said...

I started following your blog during your absence, and am simply stoked that you are back! Nevertheless, your tough experience has left me humbled. I'm glad that you are counting your blessings, and in doing so, becoming an inspiration for so many others.
May this new year bring you loads of love and happiness :)

Smriti,
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Diane said...

so sorry to hear that this happened. i can't imagine what you are going through. just be sure to know that we are all here for you!

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